"and I found myself in the middle of everything, in the middle of all these anonymus people on their way home, so very busy with their own unimportant being and meaningless lifes and I felt that I were somewhere I really didn't wanted to be and my own life were heading towards the same destiny that the ones around me. and suddenly I felt like I was never going to be happy again and all I could think of was; what if this feeling don't go away, what if I will feel like this forever?"